New Down Tempo Brand?

So, I'm still undecided as to whether I'm full on making a new Brand yet. there was SOMETHING I DID want to create, which I think I might've mentioned on another of my blogs. I'm kind of fracturing all over the place or at least multi faceted, like a jewel depending upon how u look at it, but I have different blogs for a reason. To separate different things from each other that I do, because atho some folks might love my DSLR, or my Boho Interests, they might like like my Unicorns, Pokemon, Macross, Dragons, Animations, Academic Arts, or 90s Eurodance Techno.

To me, I'm just like:
Well if u like me, then wouldn't u like ALL of me?
No, Kandice. THEY WOULDN'T. And, THEY DON'T.

Just because I like Furries DOESN'T MEAN I must ONLY love furries. I like them very much, but i also like Frazetta, and Vallejo as much as I love Degas & Rodin. I like looking at art of sexy bodies as much as natural human figures, and art. I like politics, and philosophy, but I also like yoga and Hippie weirdos.

Even tho I don't necessarily believe in Astrology I like Astrology (even tho it isn't science) because its mathematics based (and not in a boring way) plus I think the Astrologers (the actual people) are just interesting and fascinating to me. I am just always curious about what they think, why they think things, and why they change over time.

Also, since I'm Agnostic, I still enjoy The art of Cartomancy or "Tarot Card Reading" which is an Art form, and has grown into an industry of all kinds of artwork, and performance arts. No, it isn't real, but its IS ENTERTAINING, and I think its normal for the human brain to think its fun and entertaining. I watch Magic shows too. And I also like incense and candles. I don't care if its fake, pretend, or unscientific. I just like these things because I'm a human. I like dressing up as a witch on Halloween. I like Christmas Trees. I like Cathedral Architecture. It can mean something to you if you want it to, or it can also be fun to pretend, and feel, and be in character. It's all art, and its all in ur head anyways.

I found that if I read Tarot cards for people whom were sad or upset, it made them feel better. It didn't matter if it was fake, pretend, or whatever.... Maybe its Pareidolia.... which is something the human brain does... Who knows? Actors are fakers, and pretenders. But I like those as well.

But I digress....

I would VERY much like to create some content that is more soothing, relaxing, down tempo.... I like working with the audio design, and I have done a number of things. LoFi is currently a thing as well.


Here's Some of my previous experiments:

NegaRen in Negas Park/New England:

Still unfinished because my Computer was hacked so badly last year and still out for Data recovery... BIG HARD DRIVES take a long time... and lots of crashes.... 

Television Broadcast Graphics:

A  Spirit To Be Free:

I only got to finish 2 episodes because of my big hacking problem at the end of last year. But 2 episodes have aired on Cable TV. But, I can;t upload because I have terrible internet. 

Tipsy TV was a fiasco... 

The Director was problematic, and its a long story. Anyways, I own all of my footage & B-Roll, so I have THIS made for my own personal tastes and values:

Much of the stuff for "A Spirit To Be Free" was ideas for my brand anyways. So, I don't know if I want to stick with "A Spirit To Be Free" which in my mind still isn't finished, because I just need to edit it. I'd also originally intended A Spirit To Be Free to include content from other people that was creative. But, it was as tho I was speaking a different language to people, and people ran away from the opportunity. 

I like whimsical and free spirited things. I like to dream, and to day dream. I like upbeat things just as much as I like soothing things. It depends. 

I've created so many things for so many other people's projects, and I often find they can;t understand what I'm doing it while I'm doing it because it hadn't ever been done before... or I'm just so Indie. 

Motion Graphics:

But, honestly, I'm kind cheesy & cliche as well. Here's the Angelic Being I did for my friend's film which is probably stuck permanently on hiatus at this point due to COVID-19 and the fact that I was fed up with everything. I care about my friend, but not enough to put up with all the shenanigans of those whom not only push over the pushovers, but that fact that the pushover is STILL a pushover n expecting me to ALSO be one, and enable it.

But, surely there's a place for such things out there. Surely there's a market for such content. I've come across much like it after the fact that I have made it. So, It all needs to be reworked. 

This is also 1 of my FAVORITES. It's actually NOTHING NEW, but at the time I failed miserably to find ANYTHING like this, even tho I'd seen it many times before... but, NOW when u search LoFi u can find all manner of this stuff:

So, I would like to produce more content like this of my own.

Then there's the ASMR stuff as well:

I shot quite a lot of stuff that's either ASMR or Visual ASMR. TONS. I shot stuff up here in New England, and also in Florida twice. I shot stuff in Philly, but not as much as I wanted. I want to get a camera drone as well.

 I feel that video footage from a rain storm can be just as interesting as the ocean, or a lake. Whenever I go to the dentist they have stuff like that playing.

But, I also like Outer Space stuff

I also wanted to have more with these Butterflies. I wanted this project to be done back in 2018.

I REALLY wish I had my computer back because its a rebuilt and NEW rig. But, I STILL need my OLD DATA and FILES. All this stinking time in Lockdown or Quarentine and I can;t do my art, and I have SO MUCH footage, and projects just stalled. 

I wanted to do more with my Butterflies from Inktober. I also wanted to REDO my 2016 film. I KNOW I can do it better now. 

I just want ALL of that stuff DONE and out of the way so I can do BIGGER and BETTER things. 

But, I still would like to do my Relaxation content. 

I feel that there is room for all of those things on my TV Show "A Spirit To Be Free" but I would also like a channel that is JUST for the relaxation stuff, like meditation, ASMR, zen, chill-out, and LoFi content. I feel I could do that. I would like to see my work in that department as its own thing despite being on/in "A Spirit To Be Free". But, "A Spirit To Be Free" can also be upbeat. 

But, I wanted to brand name to be something sort of weird tho, like a Perfume Avant Garde commercial/ad or art piece. I have a few names picked out. but I'm still undecided yet. It will most likely be SOMETHING PURPLE or related to that.

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New Brand??? Meditative? Relaxing? Chill out? ASMR?

Something I was wanting to do VERY MUCH for years was have a side project, and possibly a brand that would mostly have a meditative or Chill-out style of down tempo or slower and meditative media and/or ASMR to help with relaxation.

I LOVE techno and fast up tempo music, but I also like things that are soothing. It depends on my mood, or if I need to relax. I have anxiety sometimes. Sometimes, i want something dreamy, sometimes I like nature, or far off locations. ASMR is also popular. I like mediation videos or so-called "zen" audio videos.

I wanted, originally, to have everything under my 1 brand Black UniGryphon, but it seems that people have completely different tastes than mine, and some things I love doesn't mean they will love ALL of the same things I do.

I've been tossing around SEVERAL ideas for these kinds of things since 2016, so I'd LOVE to indulge and realize ALL of these things. But, I might possibly need to create another channel for that.




Here's some of my Experimental Work mostly from or around the time of UMASS Boston (2016-2018):

This work is more slower, down tempo, chill, not fast or quick. It;s a different vibe than my usual peppy stuff. Academic Art stuff.

Motion Graphics Experiments:

Waterfalls Projects WIPs:

This was originally for a Video Projection Mapping project at UMASS Boston, but I was so fristrated with it, and the teacher ditched me before I shot the projection part, which he was irate over because it was awful.

Here was the botched Attempt at the Video Mapping due to my teacher frequently ditching us and going home on a whim:

I went through a LOT of trouble to create the Instillation Object piece and it was made to fit EXACTLY the video, but he just up & left, leaving me waiting n waiting n waiting many times.... I didn't know how to use the projector, had no supervision, no instructions, and so I gave up waiting for him since it was due the following day. He was so irate with it, that it was actually MEAN, but it was HIS FAULT and NOT MINE. So, he made me do something else, and start all over  BECAUSE HE LOST FACE, and that was a MEAN thing to do.

So, I shot something else, WHICH HE ALSO ditched me with, so I went with a  more comedic approach BECAUSE typical Generation X (me) deals with fucked up life with sarcasm and snark, as jokes and comedy. Typical Gen X making lemonade out of when life give u lemons. 

The waterfall animation is by my friend David. ^,^ But the fire and other stuff on the wall was the teacher telling me what to do. I was so frustrated and annoyed that after the teacher ditched me AGAIN I just feel back on my old methods of doing things from AIPH or my old YouTube days in the GW Bush Era. So, I grabbed a mic n from the equipment place, and shot different shots, then slapped together and edit, venting my annoyed state, and making humor from it like a typical traditional animator....that I am...

So, it actually went over very well.... I'm still miffed about it, but I do find it rather funny.

After that, I made various experiments at UMASS Boston and was trying to learn After effects because no one actually knows that much about the program. It's my favorite program tho.

I was trying to figure out, and learn how to use 3D stuff in After Effects, and "Wiggle", as well as getting the illusion of plants growing with the cheesey Stroke Reveal stuff. I had ZERO guidance whatsoever, just very old YouTube videos that were outdated. Other people refused to help me because I didn't vote for HRC. (I voted GREEN Party... BECAUSE I'm A GREEN) Anyways, no one there knows how to do ANY of these things.Neither do any of my friends.... of if they sort of know how, they shunned me for NOT voting for HCR. Screw her! I'm NOT with HER! (I READ HER EMAILS on Wikileaks.)

Yeah... mood swing.... but, I like making relaxing stuff just as much as I enjoy making happy fun, and peppy stuff. I don't like things that are boring, and things that are SOOTHING are NOT boring to me BECAUSE ITS DOING something to me. NOT BOREDOM. Boredom is negative, or negativity, and destructive.

So, since then , I have done various experiments in motion graphics and animation, as well as shot a lot of B-Roll.

Here is the ACTUAL thing I wanted to learn how to do while at UMASS Boston with a waterfall, BUT NO ONE KNEW HOW, and that included PAID EXPERTS.... (whom weren;t really experts at all)

Anyways, its JUST an experiment. I feel like most people don;t fully understand how to use Particles in After Effects. But, if you can, the more you play with it the better you can become. I got this to work from a tutorial on YouTube, which was still frustrating to figure out, but I did it. It's so-so tho, but no  one at UMASS (including people paid to be there and teach it) have no idea how to do this... in fact NO ONE at ANY colleges or art schools in ALL of Greater Boston can do it. I WOULD KNOW. I ASKED.... AND ASKED.... AND ASKED SOME MORE.... A LOT.


Well, kids.... don;t give up.